Daily Relfections


August

August 14, 2012
My first day at practice and I’m very nervous because I don’t know  what to expect from the co-workers and students.  The Director,  Dr. Roberto Olmeda was very friendly and made me feel very welcomed.  He oriented me in some school stuff and then proceeded to introduce me to Mrs. Davidson.  I also meet the secretary,  the librarian and the two third grade teachers.  Everyone has been really nice and friendly.  They also have offered their help in any way they can.  I’m happy right now where I am.

August 15, 2012
Second day still nervous, but not that much today.  The day was a normal one.  Observing class, doing paperwork  so I don’t get too behind, because is a lot of work.

August 16, 2012
I’m getting more comfortable every day in the school.  I’m getting acquainted with the students so that they get to know me and me, them.  There are some students that are very talkative and don’t like to write.  Everything went normal.  The students are starting to call me Mrs. García.

August 17, 2012
Friday, last day of the first week!  I feel good and happy.  I hope this is going to be a great academic and professional  experience.  I’m getting more into the school life.

August 20, 2012
Mrs. Davidson indicated that she was going to review some basic stuff that they are supposed to know by now.  She gave orally first the alphabet, numbers from 1 to 10,000 (after 20 it went 1 x 10, 100, 1,000 and 10,000) days of the week and months of the year.  She has very good control of the class, she and I help them understand.

August 21, 2012
In 3-1, where I observe, Mrs. Davidson review orally what she already had given them: alphabet, numbers, days of the week and months of the years.  Then she proceeded with the regular class.  Today she sang with the students “If you’re happy and you know it…” all the students including me sang and dance the song before having them writing the lesson.  She gave them ordinal numbers, colors, shapes, family members and classroom (materials).  Everything went fine.

August 22, 2012
No class Tropical Storm Isaac.

August 23, 2012
No class Tropical Storm Isaac.

August 24, 2012
Day after  Isaac, the tropical storm, so there was practically no students at all.  No class was given we mostly shared experiences with students and their parents from different teachers.

August 27, 2012
It was a regular day at school today.  I observed the 3-1 class.  I talked to Dr. Roberto Olmeda first thing in the morning about the idea I had for the Special Project and he gave me another idea also.  She gave them 12 questions about them and she also gave that to the other third grade.  Dr. Anibal Muñoz come for the exploratory visit and talked to Mrs. Davidson and me about how everything is going.  Today I wrote on the board the 12 questions for the third grade.  Mrs. Davidson asked me if I could write on the board “cause she had to go to the office before going to class 20”.  The kids where happy that I was the teacher and I had group control.

August 28, 2012
Today like every day I went to school very excited to see my students and my peers.  On the first group 3-1 everything went normal.  Some kids talking more and writing less.  Most of the students didn’t want to repeat after the teacher went she asked them What is your name? and How old are you?  After she said that it was ok to talked and to try they started talking more.  With my group 3-2 we did the group profile.  Mrs. Davidson let me use the class today for it.  Everything went well the kids like when I’m in front of the class and I do too. 

August 29, 2012
Mrs. Davidson started with the first unit:  What make us famous?  Everything went fine.  But, when we got to the 3-2 class, two students, girls, were arguing and then they started shoving each other.  Mrs. Davidson got the first, she separate them and asked what was wrong.  They started talking at the same time and crying.  When they calmed down and Mrs. Davidson got everyone seated one of the girls explained why she shoved the other girl.  Mrs. Davidson explained to the students, in Spanish, that violence don’t solve anything and we shall not use it to resolve things, that they have to call a teacher instead.  After that incident everything went back to normal.  Esta fue una experiencia de aprendizaje para mi.

August 30, 2012
Mrs. Figueroa, 3-1 home room teacher, didn’t came to school so the students didn’t come either  I didn’t had a group to observed.  The Director, Dr. Olmeda, asked me to go to the office so I went.  He said to me that he had a Special Project for me since I have to have one for my Practice teaching class.  He asked me to help a 6th. Grade student, who came from the United States and doesn’t speak Spanish fluently, by being a link between him and his classes and, of course,  I accepted the challenge.  I met the student and sat to talk to him a bit because he got class.  He feels very comfortable in school and with his peers, everyone had make him feels welcome.         

September

September  4, 2012
Back to school after a long weekend.  Mrs. Davidson asked about the homework and no one talk or said anything, she asked like 2 more times before she said it in Spanish. Then the students started to talk but only 2 students had done the homework out of 24, it made me wonder if they hated so much the class that they didn’t even do the homework. One of the students even said that his mom had revised his notebook and didn’t find anything. The teacher look at his notebook and it said: “Look for these three words in Spanish and a definition in English”. What had that mother see, did she not understood it because she it was in English or because it didn’t said homework?

September  5, 2012
First seminar day! Today we spend the entire day at UPR-H. We talked about our experiences in the school so far. We also took 2 presentations on with Dr. Aníbal Muñoz about writing behavioral objectives it was very helpful, I understood it better and another one with Dra. Nilsa Lugo about how to have an effective environment in our classrooms, it made some things clearer. In the afternoon we took the workshop of the blog we have to do as an electronic portfolio. This time was more effective than the first time. So even though I didn’t got to see my students it was a day well spend.

September 6,2012
Mrs. Davidson asked me to read what was left of the Sonia Sotomayor’s story so I accepted. The kids really liked the way I told the story, I could see it in their face they were paying attention, so it was a plus for me. When I finished I started asking questions about the story to the kids, surprisingly they started to answer them. They were responding to me, it felt good.

September 7, 2012
Today I gave the short test to the students, I was kind of nervous. Everything went very good, I gave them the dictation and then I wrote the questions on the board so that it wasn’t something that took the focus on the dictation. I took some kids individually that I saw where having more difficulty with the questions. They are responding very well to me that makes me happy.

September 10, 2012
Today we went to the library because Mrs. Davidson had a Power Point Presentation on the story “Sonia Sotomayor: a judge grows in the Bronx.” First she reviewed the alphabet and the numbers and then she went on the presentation. She had problems with it because her laptop is a Mac and the library’s is Windows.  She then moved to plan b ask questions about the story since she already had read it to them. We went to fix it so we could show it to the next third grade groups but without any result.

September 11, 2012
At last we could do the Power Point Presentation! She seated them as she thought best. The director entered the library to do some school stuff and the students’ didn’t saw him till he gave them a scolding because they were a bit hyper. Everything calmed down and the presentation flowed very nicely. Since Mrs. Davidson had a problem with her voice she asked me to continue reading the story so I did. The students where very attentive with me, I guess try to make it not just a reading but a fun reading came out right.  All the other classes went by fine.

September 12, 2012
Continuing with the team teaching been like a week now. The kids are responding to me but I got to get tougher with them. Trying to handle 22 kids at the same time is very hard, very time consuming and tricky but I can handle it. The kids are talking to me about some of their personal things like parents, movies and they things they like to play. I can definitely take advantage of this to get to know them in a more personal level.

September 13, 2012
I really like to work with Mrs. Davidson, she’s very helpful and friendly. Today like every day she helps me become more comfortable with the kids and with the other teachers. I hope that she helps me even more when I have to give class to the third grade I have been assign too.  

September 14, 2012

September 17, 2012
Official first day teaching the third grade class! I have been team teaching for like 1 ½ to 2 weeks now so they have seen me in the front; they are comfortable with me and asking my help if they need it. I don’t know how this change in teacher is and teaching style is going to affect them especially in the test this Thursday. That is the one thing that got me really worried and that the test I make would be too difficult for the majority of the students.  I plan to keep reviewing with them all this week and review the test in the format I’m doing it to see if they can do it or not.

September 18, 2012
Since it was so much and there some of the students that are slow writing and some that you have to be on top of them so they actually write, I wrote the details of the story again so I was sure that they all got it and study it for the test.  They were very grateful that I wrote it again and they could actually finish it. Definitely if they have to write I will have to use almost the whole class just to be sure they have it all.


September 19,2012
Mrs. Davidson was in a reunion from the BEC-21 so she asked me to fill in for her and I did. I gave class to both 3th grades today and of course their homeroom teachers stayed with me. The students really like me; they almost didn’t let me go when it was time. It felt good to have the students likening me so much. The other teachers, both of them, gave me feed backs on how I did and how I handle things and it was positive.

September 20,2012
Today was the test of the Sonia Sotomayor’s story. Mrs. Davidson explained to them what they have to do, give them the instructions, on the test. I helped some students individually because they needed more help than the others. It was very satisfying to see so many students asking for my help rather than Mrs. Davidson I think they feel more connected to me. I really feel happy here.

September 21, 2012
BINGO DAY! It was the first day of BINGO and it was fun for them and for us. It was kind of chaotic because the keep asking what was the number and the letter, some we frustrated because they didn’t understood even though Mrs. Davidson explained it to them before they began, and gave them the example on the board and left it there to see. I know that when they get to do it again they will do it better.

  September 24, 2012
Gave class to the first third grade class because Mrs. Davidson was in a meeting with a student’s parent. I feel comfortable in front of both groups, they feel the same way, they show me how much they feel for me and grateful they are. It’s a very good feeling to have the students and some of the teachers support and making me feel like I belong in the classroom.

September 25,2012
Today was a special day because it’s my birthday! The kids from the first third grade, they sang to me in English and Spanish, I got cookies and a juice as a present from the kids, and a gelato from Mrs. Davidson it was very nice. But at good as those things were in my class I had 3 situations on 30 minutes, I got a personal situation with one of the students, two boys almost cry and the practice students from UPR-H of the nursing department came and took 7 of my students. So it was definitely not a boring day at all and everything was handled with care.

September 26,2012
Today we started a new story for the new Unit. We gave the vocabulary words they had to study and the sight words for them to have a dictation later on. I really hope that they study this time because I have seen that they just don’t study as much as they should for this class. This is kind of frustrating because I’m giving my all so they can get as much learning as possible and I don’t see that they do the same with me. I’ll have to see what else to do for them to actually study for my class.

September 27, 2012
Today we start with the new story, it was short but very relate able to them and we review the sight words. I asked them questions about their friends around their home and about family traveling. They were very excited to answer and to give their opinion on the subject. Today was a very good day in the classroom. They have to study for a quiz on the sight words.

September 28, 2012
BINGO DAY! We had a bingo day schedule for today and it went really fun. Before we went to the bingo we had a dictation practice so they would know what to expect on Monday. They are trying to get the hang of it, to hear the letters and numbers in English and look for them in the card. At first they were like not that convinced that they could do it but as the numbers pass and they saw that the numbers aren’t that difficult and that they repeat they did better. I was very proud of them today.




 October

October 8, 2012
                Today we started working with the alphabet and how to arrange the words in alphabetical order.  I observed that they still have problems putting the words in order, which for me is odd.  This is a reminder that there are “teachers” out there that don’t do the job how it should be.  I’m going to try and put the lessons as visual as possible to see if my ideas are going to work or not.  I really hope they do.

October 9, 2012
                I gave them more basic stuff like putting letter in order.  This they did well but when we went to words it became a little bit hard.  I use the board and some index cards with the alphabet and on the other side words.  The starting letter was in blue or green and the rest of the word in black.  This was so that they can observe which is the letter they have to be on the look out for.  The class went well and entertaining.

October 10, 2012
                We were going to start working with the oral reports bat the teacher from the Nursing Dept. of the UPR-H came to get them to a conference they had so we went.  The conference was on the importance of a beeing  prepared for  natural disasters.  They behaved well , they pay attention and answer some guestions.

October 11, 2012
                Today we started with the oral reports and it went smooth.  They seemed to like it even though it was in English.  There were volunteers, most of them, this is something that surprised me but also made me very happy.  Tomorrow we will continue since there are 22 students and time is limited.  Looking forward to the ones that are left.

October 12, 2012
                We continued with the oral reports.  The surprised was that Prof. Aníbal Muñoz came to visit me so, of course, I got really nervous.  We got on time to the class room, the students behaved excellent, they were motivated to do the oral report.  As class passed my nervousness  went away.  I even forgot that Prof. Aníbal Muñoz was there.  It was a very awesome class.

October 15, 2012
                Normal day at school.  The students know I’m not coming on Wednesday day and they are suffering .  We started with the 2nd letter alphabetical order with the index cards as examples so that they could visualize it.  Them I gave them exercises to do and the ones that didn’t finish in the class room had to finish it at home.  They participated very well and it seems that they did understand it.

October 16, 2012
                As I got to the personnel parking some of the 3-1 F group came to me that a specific boy was violent again.  I send them to the principal’s office since their homeroom teacher hadn’t arrived yet.  This is a situation that’s been going on for a lot of time.  His father and aunt have several times to school to talk to the teachers, social worker and the principal and things don’t change.  Let’s see if from now on it doesn’t get worse.  My group went to a Hygiene Conference in the Library.  Overall good behavior, they pay attention and participated.

October 17, 2012
                Second Seminar in UPR-Humacao today.  We shared over experiences, over reactions to several things among other things.  We had two presentations one by Prof. Aní bal Muñoz and the other one by Prof. Nilsa Lugo. “ Motivational techniques” was Prof. Muñoz’s conference, for me this was great.  I understood better the relationship between Motivational techniques and a class. They mesh so well together that the student reacts better to the lesson.  Missed my students but the “mini-vacation” was good.

October 18, 2012
                Normal day at school, nothing out of the ordinary.  Today we had an earthquake simulation on school grounds right before my class.  I use that to start the class.  I talk to them in English and just a few minutes.  Everything followed well in class and the rest of the day.



October 19, 2012
                There are some days that the students are more hyper than others.  Today was one of those days were you spend most of the class trying to control them and make them pay attention.  This is very energy draining and mentally draining.  I know this is part of it in because we all have bad days, regular days and good days too.

October 22, 2012
                Today a girl from 3-1 started to wait for me in the entrance of the personnel parking.  That was so cute, she really won my heart.  Everything went on normal throughout the day.  As the days passes I get more comfortable with them, being their teacher,  being  in control of the class room.

October 23, 2012
                Normal day at school.  I’m feeling more and more as a teacher as the days passes.  I’m very excited to have a real job so I can star my journey as a teacher.

October 24, 2012


October 25, 2012
I’m trying to get to each and every one of my students but it’s very difficult. I try to take it day by day because like us they have their days. Some they come hyper, some are very happy, others don’t want to pay attention. This makes it difficult for me because some days they get me to doubt about me being a teacher but then they come to me and hug me, give me candy, or do a good job in class and the doubt goes away.

October 26, 2012
                Thinking of what can I do to make the class better.  It’s so frustrating when you do something different in class and they don’t appreciate it.  Even though I’m going to do it because maybe at least once they will appreciate that I’m trying to make a more fun and friendly environment in class.

October 29, 2012
                They were hyper today.  I don’t like it too much because it’s very difficult to give a class and to have control of the group.  I try not to get angry and control myself because I know that if I do they are going to be more out of control and that cannot happened.

October 30, 2012
                Normal days at school today.  Everything went well.  I know my students are having problems with identifying declarative and imperative sentences.  I’m thinking on doing an exercise with those two only so that they can see the difference better.

October 31, 2012
                Happy Halloween!  In our school they had a breast cancer awareness day.  We all had to go in a pink shirt.  They gave us pamphlets with information and a cancer bow.  I still gave my students Halloween candy and in a class used a handout of Halloween with two activities one that had to do with the lesson and the other one so they could have fun.  They like it a lot.

November

November  1, 2012
                I swear that one day an accident is going to happened with me and the students.  Not to worry too much because the worst is that we are going to fall down.  They all hug me so tight.  I have some that get jealous and start trying not to let they others hug me.  I love to see how much they love me because is one of the things that makes everything worth it.

November  2, 2012
                I’m very excited because I have 2 to 3 extra days that are free from students.  I love them and love what I do but vacations like this are needed to refresh over mind and organize all over again.  At this point in the semester is much needed because the pressure is getting to you and you don’t have much time because you realize that it’s almost over.

November 5, 2012
                No students in school only teacher.  We had a Sexual Abuse Conference by Mrs. Medina the Social Worker.  It was very interesting, and got to learn a more about such a delicate subject.  They shared some stories and I couldn’t believe what I was hearing.  We really have to be more careful with this.


November 7, 2012
                Today one of the 3-1 drew me in my notebook, actually twice.  He says that he is my son.  He’s so cut and he “fights” with the girl who also says she’s my daughter.  This is my everyday morning routine.  This actually makes me want to wake up and go to work which turn outs to be not so much work.  Didn’t had class since is the day after elections and not so many kids came to school.

November 8, 2012
                Normal day, nothing out of the ordinary.  The only thing was that a mother of a third grader that was in school thought that I was the mother of the girl in 3rd grade that waits for me in the mornings.  For me it was very funny and cute al the same time because we are somewhat a parental figure in school.                   

November 9, 2012
                I started a new story today.  I remember to be almost a clown so I act it out.  They really paid attention and when I asked questions they responded to more than I thought.  It made them understand better the story.

November 13, 2012
                La Semana de la Puertorriqueñidad started!  Today my dad will be participating for the opening.  The student dents of third grade were excited when they knew that those people in from of them where my parents.  Some said that I looked like my mom, others like my dad. Two of the teachers and the librarian knew one or both my parents.  Also my parents were very happy to be in my practice center, had seen and meet my co-workers and the principal.  Then the teachers had a lunch and they invited me too.  I felt like one of them.

November 14, 2012
                Today was a wet day.  I thought that they would be hyper but they were actually calm.  The class went smooth.  When class was over they invited me to a lunch they had in the classroom and of course I accepted.  It was so nice to be a part of their activities.  I love them and they love me.

November 15, 2012
                More activities this week.  There where artisans with bows, necklace, hats and cultural candy.  There was a lunch with the other third group and their homeroom teacher invited me.  The students were excited I was with them in their activity.  I also spend time with some parents like in my third grader’s activity yesterday.

November 16, 2012
                Today was one of the girls of my third grade birthday.  Her father surprised her by throwing a surprise birthday party in the classroom.  She was so happy and everything went well.  In my class we watch the video I found about the story we are reading in class.  I had to show it twice because they wanted to see it again.  I hope they do better than the test they are going to have.

November 20, 2012
                The students are stress because I’m not coming tomorrow.  They don’t want me to go and I don’t want to go either but such is life.  They also know that my time to go is coming soon and I won’t be here anymore.  I have to organize myself to come visit next year.

November 21, 2012
                Seminar at UPR-H: We’re almost there!!!! I’m so excited to be almost at the end of this journey. This week has been very short, just yesterday in school and today here.  All of these days free are sort of a mini vacation well deserved after this semester. I missed my students of course but a brake is in order.

November 26, 2012
                Today Dr. Aníbal Muñoz came for his last visit of the semester. I was nervous as always but it was different. It was my first time teaching sounds so it was kind of like a challenge. The professor was happy with my work and gave me an advice to do it better next time. At least I know they understood it more than I thought they would.
November 27, 2012
                Came to school with a truck in front, thank God I got in time.  When I got to school one of the girls from the other third group told me she was ready for the test. Another one from the same group said she didn’t study because she was doing homework and she didn’t remember. I told her that she had time to study because the test was announce with enough time and that they are supposed to be responsible for that. This is something I have observed though out the semester with the same students. So I ask myself, do parents are really engaged with their kids’ education? This is very disappointed to see.
November 28, 2012
                Gave my test on ‘The Garden’ today. I was so surprised, not in a good way, with how they did it. They have been taking the same kind of test with the same parts: match, order of events and multiple choice. Today was as if it was the first test they had seen, they didn’t understood how to do it, most of them didn’t do too well either. This is very frustrating for me because I know there was more than a week for them to study and they had a lot of free day so what did they do? They knew and their parents knew there was a test so what went wrong?

 November 29,2012
            It was a though day emotionally today. Just as I was about to enter the first classroom of the day a grandfather told me: “Missis mira a ver si ayudas a estos niños que la maestro los tiene colgados a todos, la vamos a sacar.” My reply to that was, I smiled and enter the classroom. I could not believe what I just had heard specially because his granddaughter in doing fine in the class. They still don’t understand that English class is in English and that they had to give their kids time for them to adapt to that. It feels like the parents prefers for their kids to have A’s than  to have them actually learn, which means, they have to work for their grade, have to be responsible for it, the grade is not a present.
November 30,2012
            Today was a normal day. The kids behave well, did the work. One of the topics of the day was that I’m going now and sadly I’m not coming back to teach them. They don’t want me to go, some of them even say that I’m just not going because I’m going to be their teacher even through fourth grade. It’s very rewarding to hear them express that kind of feeling towards me. It makes me feel like I have reached them, I’m an example to them even in the tiniest of thing.

December

December 3, 2012
            The students were very hyper today. I so don’t like days like this because I spend more time trying to have them calmed down than giving class. Still I gave my class on the new theme and it’s an easier one for them since they have took it in Spanish class. The part of the class that I did the actual teaching, my students worked on very well. I really hope they continue like this.
December 4, 2012
            Today the practice students of the Nursing Department on UPR-H had their closing activity with all of the students. The activity was from 9:00 am to 10:30 am on the basketball court. The kids had a blast, they even danced and did the choo-choo train. The practice students had presents for all the teachers, social worker, special education personnel and the director.  Guess what, they even gave me one. When they said my name on the microphone I was surprised! My students were on the front of the crowd and started screaming like crazy at the top of their lungs. When the activity was over I saw that I still had time left to give the class so I did. Everything went well.
December 5, 2012
            Today I did the video of my class. I was very nervous because I wanted them to be on the best behavior they could be because of course they still are going to act like the kids they are. They had fun doing the activities I had plan for them. We first work as a group and then they work individually.
December 6, 2012
            Today we did my evaluation and I still had time to give my class. The tension of the: “this is coming to an end” is getting to me. Part of me wants to finish so I can get a job but another part wants me to stay because of the students and teachers I have made a connection during this semester. All I know is I’m going to keep in touch with them.



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